What Have I done AGAIN?!

Sigh.. Think I've somehow, unknowingly, or I should say innocently upset/ made my friend angry. Really, not my fault what! I've told a couple of friends, guys & gals, they gave me the same answer," No worries, you not at fault!" Yeah, I felt truely relieved and glad that third-parties think I'm at no fault. But clear enough, her MSN nick has indicated that she's disappointed and upset coz I so-called "fly her aeroplane" by not joining her for an activity. In the 1st place, I DID NOT promise her anything. Really...How?? Sigh...this is not the 1st time that we have misunderstanding. But, it always turn out that it seems like my fault which I choose to differ(from her view only, coz no other people think I'm wrong leh). To salvage the friendship, I'm always the 1 who apologises. Thou i didn't feel it's my fault, especially this time round. I'm getting sick & tired of it. ARGHHHHHHHH

Monday...To feel blue or not?

Another tiring day, don't feel like doing anything but blog tonite, but I can't. Got a presentation next Tuesday, so gotta start preparing the slides tonite ;'( Yeah, gotta push myself a little harder!

Have been slacking,really slacking every since my Taipei trip. Haven't been jogging for a while, wanted to go for a jog this evening but have muscle ache all over my body now as a result of the gym workout yesterday. Yesterday I was pretty energetic leh, didn't feel like leaving the gym but zhen was tired, so we left. Anyway, we stayed there for some 2.5hrs by then. Haha... No wonder muscle ache today ;( Ok, gotta push myself to jog sometime this week =p

Yah, was talking about slacking, ya, not did I slack and not exercise, I've slacked at work and other stuff too. Strangely, somehow not much motivation to do things. Or have I lost the direction in life? Probably after nearly 1.5 years of working, this sort of life has became too monotonous or what. I wanna find out the reason too. What's wrong with me?? Ok, yah, looking for interesting stuff to spice up the boring work life. Hmm...I'm not saying that my work is boring, I still enjoy it alot. But somehow, lack of zest. Yah, I'm someone who gets bored easily! Haha.. There's actually lots of things out there which I wanna try. Like diving, blading, wakeboarding, rock climbing, kayaking, playing piano, learning languages. I'm a greedy gal too! heezz...

Ok, I should take a bath & start working on my presentation. Gotta give it the best shot!!! =p

Taken for Granted

Arghh!!! Network problem & I've lost the blog entry which I've just created. Now I gotta retype them ;'(

So I'm back with my latest entry. Not really an update on what I've been doing lately, but more of a means to vent my frustration lately. Yah, told my friends that I'm PMSing now! Haha...

Yesterday night I was chatting with some friends on MSN and I got pretty grouchy. Complained to them how I felt that I've been taken for granted. Sigh...not just @ work, with friends too... I simply think that these people are not sensitive enough to others' feelings, sometimes I also feel that they are abit too self-centred. They are only concerned with getting their things done, and along the way, mishandled the situation and ended up upsetting people around. As for me, I always (at least most of the time) have others' interest above my own's. I know that I can't expect everyone to do likewise, but all I'm asking for is some basic courtesy and mutual respect. Simple words like 'please', 'thank you' and 'sorry' will really make a big difference to others' live without you yourself realising it. Ya, these words do "play magic", such simple words yet so powerful I think.

If everyone's a little more thoughtful, sensitive and respectful, I guess there'll be much lesser conflicts among humans! =p